So basically I met this guy...3 months ago. We met online but he's not one of those really creepy old men who go online to find underage girls...he's genuinely an 18 year old guy. He is pretty awesome: he plays basketball and badminton, he goes to university-the smart arse he is-, he never lets you down and he doesn't like taking compliments no matter how hard you try.
I'll start from the start. I met him through Ask.fm...yeah I got bored one day and followed him...then stalked his facebook...but he doesn't need to know that...oh and followed him on Twitter. So after about a month of talking we eventually agreed to meet up. He was just as he'd portrayed himself online and through text, the same caring person who could make me smile :) He however even now still has a thing for teasing me about my walking speed...yes I walk like a elderly snail but hey ho...He's really caring, really nice and just genuine.
So I really really liked this guy...and well I did what most other people couldn't do...tell him and his reaction was...pretty normal, he was calm and was like "Hey least you could admit it"
So fast-forward to now and where are we? Well he's currently in a skype call...waiting for the link to this blog so I ummmm...better not saying anything I shouldn't ;), we talk quite a lot through text, on the phone and now skype :) Our relationship has changed a lot but I'd still regard him as one of my closest friends, we've known each other for 3 months but he's the type of person who doesn't judge you and you feel like you could tell your whole life story to. He cares...sometimes too much, which is a good thing...or at least I think. He's an amazing person and I wish he could see himself for the person he truly is but he doesn't realise just how great he is. He makes me smile a lot, with a lot of his tweets which often get re-tweeted on my twitter and he makes me laugh too...2 great skills which will be of good use to him when finding a girl :p
A lot of stuff's happened between us in the past 3 months, we've had our ups...and our downs and he even stopped talking to me for a while. I don't blame him it was my fault.
My problem now though is I dunno what to do...I love him and everything about him...god help me! We've discussed a lot together and well he doesn't want a relationship and I totally respect him for it, I'd not give up what we have for anything in the world. He means a lot to me and no matter what he always will. He's a great guy...one of the best out there and unfortunately for him he's not getting rid of me that easily :P
So there's this guy who's funny, sweet, a lovely smile and great looking...yet he doesn't see that. He's an amazing guy, someone I'm so happy to be able to call my friend and who's a genuine friend for life :)
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